life turned quite unexpectedly these last couple of days.
wed - I was officially admitting to myself that I'm over my last girl. Opening my heart to new possibilities.
thurs - We didnt have any classes, the faculty went out of town or something.. so with a couple of pals and friends of pals we had a pool party. At first I was a bit uptight, if you may call it at that. I'm not really a lax person when it comes to meeting new people. But with booze, karaoke, heightened diving, we let loose and had fun. In the midst of the drunken revelry, I found myself hand in hand with this girl.. and together we dived. Ofcourse pals started teasing and hence the introduction. Afterwards went to an after party at the local pub. then met with an old friend at ice monster.
fri - the usual hungover. good thing my class was not until noon.
oh and yeah, I got a mild concussion.. or atleast I think it was. I bumped my head while swimming. When I surfaced, I literally got dazed and confused. Didnt bleed as much but had this slightly open wound in my forehead.
as if fate opened a door as I closed an old one. I met this pretty awesome girl. We share a few interests.. music, online games lol. and there may be a possibility of something more.. but I dunno yet. I'll let you know if something goes.
My rules for survival are simple. Don't stand out, never raise your hand in class and no drama.
you know how people say that 1st impressions are important? well I guess I'm not really one of them until I hear what other people think of me when they 1st met me. people perceive me as pretty bad ass, a rocker, that I might have been a member of a punk rockband, an emo. That I give off this kind of resonating aura. Well I asked this girl I liked and she said "smart, good looking, englisero." Ofcourse when asking people close to you they would only say the good qualities and skip out on the downside. Then last night some pals told me that our classmates were afraid of me. so I was like "whut?". Apparently some of 'em find me unapproachable, so serious all the time that they would think twice before talking to me under pain of physical violence. lol. well personally I think it's kinda cool but I guess in the long run it'll be a bummer. maybe I should work on that and break some of my own rules for a change.
So here's what you missed these last few days on me..
sports fest, a 3 day affair. no classes but we're still required to meet with our professors for attendance. pretty much sucky and boring since I didn't join any games and our department doesn't really have one of those solid support system called cheer leading. But enjoyed bonding with new pals over karaoke, swim plans and booze.
nightlife, still awesome. meeting up with call center friends for midnight snacks / yosi break. more like for them. lol. strolling the highway on fast-paced motorbikes. oh and I witnessed another accident. I was crossing the street when this 10 wheeler truck literally fell over in front of me. It was like 3 o'clock in the morning and it was dead silent. I think it took me like 5 mins to process what just happened then joined the gathering crowd to see if the driver is alright. Surreal enough, it was in moments like those that I somehow feel alive you know. not that I enjoy seeing people suffer, it's just a lingering reminder that life is short. we gotta "Live like we're dying!" (music)
just another awesome weekend ahead. t'morrow classes resume and I just got swim class in the morning.. then party night. gonna meet with new pals and brood over awesome music and a beer tower. Sunday, got brunch with the family then hopefully go hang at my Alma mater with old friends.
~if only I have a camera to document and share my life experiences.. >_<
