I'll run away with your footsteps, I'll build a city that dreams for two And if you lose yourself I will find you..
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Thursday, November 25, 2010

SOLICE..


Daily life is as always boring at the guadalupe manor.. I would usually wake up, drink coffee, go to school, go home, sleep, then the cycle starts all over again. I know the semester just started but I feel it's gonna be a long and empty one. I'm too broke to go out and gallavant all over the metro with my pals, I don't have internet access at home so that makes life sucks over here and well most of my school friends had trasferred to the higher ups so I cant help but feel exiled up here. This is what I do most of the time now, listen to music, brood over coffee while I write in my disfunctional laptop and when I get the chance I would update my blog.


The past couple of weeks, I've been trying to bury myself with academics but.. (bragging aside) I'm kinda unchallenged with the workload, I guess that's just expected being 1st year again technically. Usually by this time you'll find me in some ragtag bar and doing shots with blockmates or maybe roadtripping to some cool places. (yes with an awesome sense of pride) Despite all of that last sem, I had a 1.75 gpa. LOL. That's me, serious in academics and in partying. But this time around, I dunno. Things are still unraveling.


I just feel left-out you know, everybody else seems to be moving on. Most of my friends are already in their third year and some already graduating. Some of them would head out to work, find their passions and just live out their lives. Me, I'm still at the exact same place when I graduated high school 3 years ago. Still the same kid who's unsure of his place in the world.


Nope, I dont wanna drown myself in self pity and linger with the ghosts of my past. As I watch the sunset, all I can do is remain hopeful. Tomorrow will be another day. Life can be a bitch, you'll never know what will hit you and wether it's a good thing or a bad thing, that's up to you to decide. Risk it, that's what make life... well life.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

A month of hearts.. not!


The girl who left and took my heart.. just got back.


This sem, I dunno if its fate but we got seperated and we barely see each other anymore. I guess It'll be healthy to be away from the girl I loved because I know we can never be together, for she loves another. Yes, sounds like a scene from a teleserye. LOL. which practically my love life is right now.

and I'm not about to waste my last teen year chasing after someone who doesn't care about me.

"To get over someone, you need to get under someone."

I usually get that a lot. So I decided to go bar hopping all over the metro with a couple of friends the other night and all I can say is.. "bang bang bangidibang I say bang bang bang" LOL.

It will not be easy to forget her, but it will not be impossible either. Time works magic.

So I'll focus more on academics, maybe a little casual dating less drama and I'll try to reconnect with my HS friends. I miss 'em dearly, I remember the time when I was "the chain" that holds the group together. Somehow I just got tired of having my faith misplaced and gave up, but if there is something I learned over the years is that that they were the closest thing to a bestfriend I never had.. and that'll be something worth fighting for.

Friday, November 19, 2010

POST DEATHLY HOLLOWS...

When I watched the film with two of my nephews.. the youngest fell asleep within the first 20 minutes then halfway through the other shouted "I don't wanna watch anymore, I wanna go home!" LOL.

I think it was a good call, splitting the last installment into two parts. Practically all the dull moments was in part1 and ofcourse we can expect all the excitement & action in a bigbang conclusion in part2. Can't wait! >_<

Loved how they started part1, how they depicted Hermione bewitching her parents as she left home in the opening scene. Genious.

70% faithful to the book. nuff said.

A bit dissapointed with some scenes though, they could've improved on how they presented 'em. But I guess good nonetheless, close enough to the book as they can get. Unlike the past HP films, they didn't left out much scenes from this one.

Well I guess I'll be one of the thousands of HP fans that will be anticipating for the finale next year and I'm thinking of purchasing my own wand, bring it with me on the premiere and maybe duel with a fellow fan. LOL.

Monday, November 15, 2010

TIL DEATHLY HALLOWS..

“The Ministry has fallen. Scrimgeour is dead. They are coming.”

When I got to that part stated above, I seriously got chills. Deathly Hallows, the last installment of the Harry Potter series... My first hard-bound book purchased and now, the movie version is coming up and the entire manor reeks of anticipation. >_<

Already halfway through re-reading book 7 and by tradition, HP marathon! Started watching Sorcerer’s Stone up to Half Blood Prince… A movie a day till the big date. Still looking for a decent dvd-copy of Half Blood Prince though, got one I can borrow? Oh and since my bros are also HP geeks, they’re going to treat me with ‘em on the last full show this Friday. It’s gonna be awesome!

The countdown to the beginning of the end… well, begins. LOL